Considering that the future is an extension of now, and now I am satisfied, what is there more to do than grow old and die?
To strive would interrupt my satisfaction. To accept even more responsibility would fragment my energy. To be able to respond to the needs of something is to be responsible for it. To maintain my car or house or job, finances, friends, future, past, parents, body, etc.
Why should I live a more and more fragmented Life by being “responsible”?
By comparing myself with another I have found things, potentially desirable, that I don’t have. By finding something that I don’t have I have created a home in my life that I be satisfied until I fill, a privation in my psyche. By being told that I don’t have something that I “should”, by someone that I admire creates a privation in my psyche.
Why do we do this to ourselves? Why do we constantly strive when we can just as easily give up responsibility for everything but the minimum and remain satisfied?
If we stop moving are we afraid that we will die? Are we so afraid to face the reality of our death that we constantly need to chase one thing after another? We do attain wisdom after an accomplishment don’t we … not that of the goal, but of being disillusioned of its promise of satisfaction.